终于渡过了这一天。。。

whoo...today!!finally goin to finsh...dis morning having add math test...wow like like...i dun even how to do...kinda dissapointed...and again regret!!but i dun bothyer muc now since i had it over alaready!!i noe dis test is reli very bad to me...i think i will goin to be the worst test n result in my whole life...
now almost get to june...half of the year have gone...reli fast!!but dunno whether is meaningful or not...but i never regret...just regret for din listen in class...reli!!
now...still left one more day to freedom...i can say still have 1 hour of test...after tml my nightmare has finally over!!but...honestly i reli hope tat i can do some useful things during the holiday..i hope i can catch up in my studies...i dun wan to repeat the same mistake again!!i just hope tat i got the heart study in dis holiday!!i noe my fren muz be say dis is impossible!!!coz i am not the type..haha...but just wait n see!!

just feel depressed....

hmph...wad a bad bad day!!!dis morning test bio...sejarah....and i noe it is like rotten!!!kinda feel regret in the past i din study hard n listen in class...kinda guilty...but wad to do???it is already history...but tat...nvm....dis afternoon juz received a letter tat i am goin to kuching play off for the perak next month...and i cant make it..juz knew tat i muz be loss in the game..so wad for??but decision has make...just feel reli sad bout it...hmph...even just now go 4 tennis training my fren was asking..y i dun wan to go...but i explain there ll be no one understnad my feeling but is just me!!feel so terrible...can feel tat my eyes were fill wif water...reli envy them tat they can go to perak and have fun...but i noe now i am just impossible!!!no0w,i set my aim that i am goin to practise hard for next year...i reli ll try my best!!!i wanna go next year!!and i try to forget all this sadness...and get my mind back to study!!

study???reli worse...tml has physics test n now my brain r just empty!!!dunno wad i can do now in this last minutes...anyone ll guide me???i reli hope tat i can prepare it earlier...but reli no use to regret now...rite???now i just need study study n study...all formulas have to noe how to apply it...but it is just still...I DUNNO!!at last...i am goin to give up wif it...hate of study...hate of failure...honestly i hate fail and scared..imagine i have to face my mom wif my poor result...HO DARE ME???it was just totally nervous n scared for the tml test...but no use....!!!

today i feel reli so depressed...dissapointed...n full of sadness...reli hope tat today ll quickly just get over n start a new day again...but...i cant control!!

tml start heading to sibu!!!

hmmm....dis week juz go 2 skul 1 day...and goin to start miss all my frens here lo...coz i goin 2 sibu tml...and is 7.00 have to reach st.co!!oh gosh, dis few days i cant even have a proper sleep hope i can sleep till late late...but as it was the other way round!!wake up so early dis few days and went for tennis in the morning!!make me doze of in the morning!!n in the afternoon tennis again!!!i had to prepare 4 my competitions in sibu!!sometimes juz think tat izzit worth??i juz feel tat i dun even have the gut to win them...and friends i noe is impossible tat i could win!!dis trip i ll juz take an experience and fun!!so u all dun expecet win from me..haha!!besides..i have not beed study 4 dis few days and the sememster test is coming up after 1 week when i come back!!kinda scared...i juz reli hope tat dis time i can do well!!hmmm....but anyway i will try my best!!!and everyone i wanna to tell u all tat i am coming back on sunday not saturday!!n those 5 who r goin to have the interunit competiton, gambate!!!u all can do it!!!if i have got any yime i ll reach there in the afternoon...jia you!!!!get back the challenge trophy once again!!!u all can do it...jia you!!!do ur best!!