miserable....

dis few days i reli feel so so so..no i think i can say extreme miserable!!i suddenly can feel the pressure...so 'huge'!!!i feel that i feel so fan seems tat i still have lots of things not yet done n need to be done by dis weeks....huh....i even cannot went to sleep dis days...i wondered...wad make me feel so miserable....

dis morning, when into 4A...all the faces were so black n even wif sore eyes!!the qi fen is so different den before...i feel quite bad too dis morning!!because they said they wanted to quit as a prefect...n dis is the big news to me!!!everyone were very ok yesterday but suddenly to day bcome like diss....WHY!!!???i reli hope tat they ll not quit i hope tat they can give themselves a chance...is just only probation!!!i believe tat it ll be muc more better after the probation..just 6 weeks!!!take it as a challenge!!i noe it is vy pressure to us tho ur studies r quite well my fren...

but...i noe tat i ll not quit so easily 因为我知道，我不怕选择，只怕后悔！！朋友，对自己有信心把！！bou ren 不应该这样就放弃。。。这只是我的意见。。。。

心情舒服多了。。。

i feel comfortable now...at last!!!because my mom at last noe my bad results as i told her dis morning..n dis is the first time shi did not shout at me...!!!i used to be very scared n a kind of feeling reli bad n empty...and i feel reli pressure!!!huh....but now at last i reli feeling very comfotable!!!i noe tat noone ll noe about my feeling...noone ll not have tat kind of feeling or tat situation...i THINK!!!tell u guys...the feeling is very terrible n horror...u ll feel reli bad n disappointed...

充满了怀恨

i hate ppl recently!!!dunno y...honestly i never hate ppl so so much!!!am i reli bad...or i am just moody???sometimes i think...are u a true fren to me...??i hate u a lot...y u like to gossips everywhere...and u even like to spread rumours???y r u like tat???dun u noe this attitude is bad??huh...i noe is not just only me but everyone...i think!!!u r just a spoilbread...spoil a person name!!tats all...in dis all not very nice...i hate dis kinds of fren...i have full of anger...u even lie to me...y u wan to do tat??is there dun have any better things to do???u r reli annoying u noe...???and some of them are so noisy to tat kind of level i wan to leave tat place reli soon!!!yeesh....reli hope tat u ll change ur attitude...i just hate it...

可以说，今天才是我真真的假期。。。

me..long time din write blog le...but i reli wan to write but i cant evrytime came back home is late...haha...actually everyday got things to write...time reli pass so fast!!4 days of tennis camp....3 days of pbsm traning...has gone...and today is oredi the thursday!!!i can say tat 1 week wif camps n the rest plus n minus i only has few days of holiday!!!huh...reli hope for another week!!!but it is juz...impossible!!!hiak hiak...today i wake up very late compared to laz week...but...got ntg to do!!!reli got a bit 矛盾!!haha...wan holiday but too free now...i reli neeed to 珍惜dis few days!!!haha...ok ok...i need to stop now!!see...i say tat i cant rite blog sometimes is because someone need to use the computer...hah...tats all!!